"I guess I can go coffee shops and just chill there for a few hours really."

Really? That's your definition of making yourself better? How about taking up meditation or a class where you actually grow yourself?

M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER