cc - it's good you had a good cry, got to get that grief out. So glad you're in divorcecare, such a good thing to do for yourself, I credit those meetings with most of my improvement. Good for you on saying no to the suiter, that's better than accepting for no reason and regretting it. When the timing is right you'll know inside. I feel exactly the same way about what you said about this being God's way of getting your attention... the same exact thoughts went through my mind and he has it now. Yes being grateful for your blessings every day is a great thing to do for your attitude. I would list them, either in my journal or just say them out loud after praying to remind myself that life is good. It could be a lot worse that's for sure. Take care
Me - 42 exH - 56 Married 10.5 years Together 17 bomb dropped 1/6/14 signed papers 2/4/14 H moved out 2/22/14 D final 4/4/14 Dropped the rope 5/17/14 2 cats, 2 dogs
