I am terrified of tonight's session. Trying to stay open to all possibilities but I'm a planner by nature...I'm trying to craft my response to every possible outcome.

I know I can be alone...I've done it before.

But, she says she wants a future. She says she wants "us"...again, I know believe 50% of what they say, etc.

But, there is no "us" with this OM in the picture. It's really that simple.


M 52 W 37
Child: Hers: 2 9/11 Mine: 2 22/9


Bomb: April 2014