"I was very mean, and angry toward her, and not considerate at all to her feelings. Some of it came from her not forgiving me for past mistakes, mostly from not being able to handle things from my past. She said I mistreated and has asked if I loved her so much how could I do the things I did. The only answer I can say is I was sick, and not right. I tried to do everything I could around house and kiddos to make up for it. "
So just because you "suddenly" had an epiphany, you expect her to fall back into your arms again? Not going to happen. Have you gone to see a C for all your issues? Doing the romantic thing now is not going to work and she's going to think (rightfully so) that you're only doing it since she has someone else.
Doing the chores, etc. is fine, but what about your REAL issues? What have you been doing about them?
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
