There is no guarantee. You can't ask the people on here if she will miss you or not. My guess is that she won't miss you. That she'll enjoy you not being on her case all the time. I mean, the episode with her male friend just happened a few days ago and I doubt if you've changed all that much. Plus I have a feeling that your insecurities will keep rising to the top if you're gone and you're going to shoot yourself in the foot again.
Where does she expect you to go?
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.