I am slowly detaching. Time does help. I know it is for me, but can't stop the notion of thinking that this can bring her back too. I'm thinking that detaching is also a way that I am giving her space. I'm also feeling that it's the Mother load of a 180. Like instead of being so needy and dependent on her for my own happiness. Showing her that I'm a man for who I am. Standing strong. I started this morning when she came down to say good morning. I kept mostly to myself instead of doing any kind of pleasing. But still answered her questions with short answers. I didn't try to start conversation for once. I will continue, and we'll see how this works.
