Something's been weighing on me since I moved. I didn't say anything to H before leaving about still wanting to be M, that me moving out doesn't mean I gave up, etc. I assumed that since I had said that all before, that he already knew it and me saying it again would be pursuing. But, making assumptions is a dangerous thing - he could very well think that me moving means I'm done, no turning back. I'm wondering if I should send him an email saying how I feel... but I'm not sure how to say it. I don't want to make it sound like I'll be here waiting indefinitely, but let him know that I'm still very open to reconciling if things change with him. I kinda felt like I left the ball in his court, but again, that's under an assumption that what I had said weeks or months ago is still how I feel and that he knows I haven't changed how I feel... maybe being clear would be better. *sigh*. Not sure what to do.


Me:30 H:29, no kids
T:12, M:4 (when D was final)
12/13: "Don't think I want to be M anymore"
6/14: Separated (I move)
1/15: H filed for D
5/15: D final