Sandi2, Thank you again. The cold hard facts you mentioned are hard to swallow. But I do agree, though it tears me up inside.
Last night, I went to her and asked her I needed some direction because it's been 4 months now since I confronted them. I wanted to know if we can both put positive effort and work towards building our marriage to be happy and strong. She didn't want to answer yes or no. She mainly said, she's afraid of me at this point. A few weeks back, I lost my temper and pulled the curtains down in her room. At that time, the anger in me was immense, and I was on my own trying to control it but it got the best of me. I also said hurtful things. It was wrong, but since, I explained to her that my emotions were and are still unbalanced. I apologized. It's a different part of me that she's never seen.
Today is fathers day. I reminded her, she said happy fathers day and that was it. No plans for dinner or spending the day together. We have a few dogs and regard them as our kids. She also left again without telling me. It hurts Sandi.
