S has been going to therapy for the past month for behavior issues. These (tantrums, hitting me and dogs) have been going on for a while but have gotten worse in past year. The therapist has a bare bones idea of what is going on in our home. I have not yet told him that h is an alcoholic. I don't know what s sees or knows. Probably more than I think. My therapist said I have to tell dr. Hamster (that is what s calls his therapist) s does not verbalize feelings and that is one thing they are working on. She feels dr. Hamster could direct the conversation better with more details. But how much do I revel? Drinking and changes to h time with s - yes. Does he need to know about Ow? H irratic behavior? The crying I tried to hide from s months ago but wasn't successful?

And I know I shouldn't be embarrassed by any of this but part of me still is.

Me 44 H 42
M 10 T 12 (at time of BD)
Ss 20 16
S11 (special needs)

BD 9/13 H "unhappy for years" moves to seperate bedroom
10/13 EA/PA confirmed but denied
S and I move out 3/15