Thank you everyone! I have been able to nurse her 2x this evening.

Emotional blow (grrrr I knew I was taking huge steps backwards) H filled out birth certificate information and he didn't know a few of the background prenatal questions so left it for me to finish. I saw he put his new address :-(

Yep, shouldn't matter but it was a deep breath and telling myself I won't cry in front of the NICU nurses over this.

Me: 35 husband:39
Sons 16 and 11 from my first marriage
Twins 5 (boy/girl)
Daughter 3
Affair bomb 2/27/14
He moved in with ow 3/13/14
OW kicked him out 6/15/14
4/2016 he seeks help for sexual addiction