Roller coaster and then some

[daring]

Had a really nice first day of vacation. Went to theme park with all the kids.
H commented that he knows this week is hard for me but he's glad I'm there.
Also brought up again how supportive I have been and how much he appreciates it though he doesn't know why I am.
Those things are nice to hear. I see more and more glimpses of the man I know. He also seems to be thinking through some things more reasonably.
I know I need to be patient- I just so wish I could have an answer one way or another. I had such an urge to reach out and hold him today but I know his tunnel exit will be impaired if I do anything right now. Just have to keep being the friend he needs.
Relying on God for the strength to get through this.....