Just gave my emotional state a fatal blow. I was going through my home library for a book to read tonight and found two workbooks from 2005. W and I attended a "weekend to Remember" marriage seminar. In each of our books was a letter we wrote to each other. This seminar was 6 months after her 1st A. You can imagine the words written to each other and the passion and feelings dripping from each page. I'm a pretty good sized guy; sitting on the bed crying can't be a good sight. All I want to do right now is copy these pages and send them to her. I know that is pursuit and I shouldn't do it but...
