prayers please

[twinmom]

Ok so update first. Social services = no problem, contacted my therapist and then ed told everything ok....
Lillian is off the oxygen and they are lowering her iv fluids and I get to nurse her tonight.

DB mistakes during labor....... told H I loved him right after an intense contraction. Asked for a hug when they told us they needed to transport her to another hospital to go to the NICU (he didn't say no to the hug but didn't hug back and he was crying)

LOTS of physical touching by H during labor (hugs/pulling me in close) calling me sweetie.

Sooooooooooooo much time spent together, we have not been apart more than an hour or so (go grab food to bring back) since Wednesday at 4ish

I know emotionally I am going to be taking huge giant steps backwards in the detach area....