Forgiven lazy husband - reconcilliation possible?

[rayzzz]

Having a hard time not picking up the phone and ruining her day by yelling at her all the reasons its her fault this isnt working out either and how she is wrecking our family, the kids and why doesnt she just grab some common sense so we can work it out.

Blah! Ok now that that's out of my system I am trying not to think of my last two weeks at the same house with the kids. We are gonna go out and GAL as a family...hit some new parks, grab a movie, go out for dinner and have the best "Father's Day" today as we can.

No expectations. Detach. Work on me. Can't control how she feels. Go dark. LRT. 180 the h+ll out of my life.

ok battling on...