Hi Tad! Long time no, not post! You probably don't remember me, but I still come back from time to time to check things out, and help me keep my mind straight in regards to EX.
I wanted to comment about what AJ said in regards of us having to relive old traumas. It sounds like you're working through some things through your dreams. I can identify, because I do the same. However if it's any encouragement to you, I firmly believe when we get to the dream state of working things out, we're at the tail end of healing this! It's like the last round of mental BS over whatever trauma there was.
I recently have had to relieve all that BS from 3 years ago with EX. He ran off to Vegas and finally married the OW. He once again delivered that message to his girls ever so INSENSITIVELY and boy howdy does he have one pissed off teenager on his hands.
When I heard this I went through every emotion I went through 3 years ago, but at an extremely fast pace!
You've got a lot on your plate Tad and it's just stressful. But all you can do is take it one day at a time and one step at a time and get through it.
Good luck with the job interview! Im sure you'll kill it!
