You can do this MM. Seeing him daily is what causes the endless loop you are in. Break free of that, go through a bit of withdrawal and eventually you will see what all of us see.
A dead end. You are ONLY a victim if you allow it. He may be broken, but YOU are allowing this to go on.
Formerly Workinprogress H :55 M :over 29 yrs. Together : 33 D : college D : adult BD and left : May 2013 Separated Experimenting/Replay