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Another incident with my D 17. This time in the car right in front of the house. My son had to pull her off of me and this was over the laptop again. I had to lock the car door and roll up the windows until she finally took off walking to work. On top of that, a few neighbors came out. I was in tears and so was my oldest son. I don't know what I have done to deserve this. My D 17 leaving couldn't come fast enough. Also I feel that it is better if the boys and I just get an apartment right away since my mom keeps saying that I am giving up on my D and I noticed that she is being harder on the boys...I feel lost and alone, which I am since my sisters have not really talked to me. Everything is coming apart in my life and I wish I knew the reason for all of this turmoil. I know people have it a lot worse but I feel like I have bottomed out. When it rains it pours. God never gives you more than you can handle. I keep this in mind but my resolve is weakening...