I still have 5 days until my big interview. Been spending the last week preparing and learning about the company.
Man, do I hope......
The last three nights have been interesting. I've had some really bad dreams. I think it might just be anxiety about the job.
1. Dreamt that my ex-fil was still alive, but I watched him die, just like my mom. Weird thing was, XW wasn't in the dream.
2. Dreamt that XW was leaving all over again. Again, I was going through the pain again and crying and begging her to stay. I woke from this dream and actually felt relief when I realized that she was already gone and I survived. Weird.
3. Dreamt that my little brother was still alive but killed himself all over again. In the dream, I was the one that found his body and I was the one that had to tell my mom.
I just figure it is nerves and anxiety about the job interview. Just wanted to share....
Tad
Currently: M 56 XW 57 Sons 38,33,31,29
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