I didnt understand that either from the IC. It felt like kicking me when I was down. I think he was just being brutally honest though.
Mind reading. Even with his fancy degrees, he doesn't know. I'd like to kick him...
Originally Posted By: Ben2010
1.Porn- we discussed this today and its weird but I really have not looked at it at all since she left. I have found some helpful things to read to keep me off of it. It seems to be pretty easy right now, but I am not taking it at face value as this is not something that I ever want to backslide on. Right now this is the thing that I am most proud of that I have been working on. A bonus is that Im pretty sure its her biggest concern too. I thought it would be harder than it has been and I am thankful that it hasnt been. I do have a fear though that I may have just been drawn to doing something that I could be caught for.
Great that you are working on it. And you thought it would be harder? See what a good 2x4 will do? A gift from W to you. I hope you and IC will go into the highlighted portions deeper.
Originally Posted By: Ben2010
2.Massive mood swings-I am on Wellbutrin right now and it seems to be helping with this other than the fact that I cannot get any sleep on it.
3. Always been mean to her-This I am going through anger management right now for, but the C says that he thinks it may all be linked to the shame I feel from porn and deceiving her. The Wellbutrin may also affect this as I have been diagnosed with depression which creates anxiety and turns into anger.
What do you mean "going through anger management"? Obviously a lot going on here, but it looks like you are working on it.
me: 45 W:45 M 20 years T 22 years S14, S13, S11, D9 BD 2/28/14 D papers served 3/3/14 I moved out 3/15/14 MC start 4/2/14 I moved in 6/2/14 D suit withdrawn 6/30/14
