So this morning she emailed me another apology email. This is probably like the 5th one I've gotten from her since I filed the D. It doesn't really phase me when she sends these things and I don't even think to respond.
W said she was sorry for being a bad wife. For treating me horribly the last year and I didn't deserve any of it. She said I'm the most kind and loving person she knows. She doesn't know and wishes she knew why she's giving me up. She said she doesn't think she deserves me and I deserve better than her.
I wouldn't bother even posting that as it has no real meaning, but a few hours before she was going to board her plane she texted me if I was considering flying out there to be with her. I told her I did, but I wasn't going to. She said she had thought the same thing about me flying out there. Then she says she's thinking about not getting on the flight. Lol. You can't make this stuff up.
Anyways after talking about it a little bit, I asked her what she wants and she says she hasn't figured it out. I told W if she flies back and OM picks her up at the airport then her decision is made. I asked her if she wants us to not be over yet. W responded in some ways no.
W also mentioned how she prayed the night before and wanted God to give her a sign to not get on the flight. As she checked into her first flight the plane was oversold and they were giving out vouchers to people to give up their flights.
Even with that she still did get on the flight. I expect that OM will pick her up.
Some times I think I'm in the middle of a chick flick or something. I'm just not sure whether I'm the bad guy or the good guy, lol.
