T, why do you think anyone here finds it easy? All I read on the forum is people struggling with it, doing well and then backsliding and trying again.
This is still new for you. You've had a lot of blows and crises over a short period of time. You're juggling the loss of your husband and personal insults and legal machinations all at once. Your poor 6yo... I feel for you all.
I'm glad you have a great weekend planned. Enjoy it. Use it as detachment practice.
Thank you Maybell. That means a lot. The hurt is something I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy