T, why do you think anyone here finds it easy? All I read on the forum is people struggling with it, doing well and then backsliding and trying again.
This is still new for you. You've had a lot of blows and crises over a short period of time. You're juggling the loss of your husband and personal insults and legal machinations all at once. Your poor 6yo... I feel for you all.
I'm glad you have a great weekend planned. Enjoy it. Use it as detachment practice.
Me42, H40 D12, S8, S7 A revealed: 7/13 Sep 4/14; Agreed to D 1/15