twin,

No. Just no.

Maybell is spot on. You are an amazing mom. And you KNOW this. We all do.

You hang in there, lil mama. Lillian will be just fine. And so will you.

Continued thoughts and prayers ...

M: 40 H: 44
Married 14 years
S11 & D6; D20 & D19 from previous M
2BDs/PAs, 8 years apart
Piecing: April 2014