Roller coaster and then some

[daring]

Getting ready for vacation tomorrow. H came by in evening to see kids and get last minute packing done.
I hadn't seen him in couple days as he was traveling.
He asked if I was ok ( does this a lot when around). I said yes-why? He responded- because I care.
That was new. Usually he says- because you seem stressed, or just making sure etc.
I'm noticing little things that remind me of the "old" H. But I'm also staying lovingly detached as best I can. Hope I can keep it up on this vacation. I really had some feelings stir when he was so sweet tonight.....