I know exactly how you're feeling. I went one month of NC with my WAW. I couldn't sleep either. Go to your doctor and see if he can prescribe something to help you sleep.
Without sleep, the depression gets worse drastically.
As much as you don't beleive it, I don't think your WAW is out living it up. My WAW started posted all kinds of fun pics on Facebook like she was having a blast (her eyes looked empty though, like she was faking everything). She finally texted me on Monday and told me that "life felt weird". Just goes to show that this isn't easy for the WAW either.
Prepare yourself my friend, this is going to be the hardest part of your journey. Every single time you think you are going to backslide, come post your thoughts here so we can talk you off the ledge and help prevent you making a mistake.
