What to do

[Ben2010]

I didnt look at it that way, but I see what youre saying here. I looked at it as a withdrawal from her. I am in pain really badly right now. It also doesnt help that the Wellbutrin that Im on causes me not to get sleep. The one positive that I took out of this was that she finally talked to me about the issues without yelling or getting angry. I know that I cant contact her now. Its going to be very hard on me. In my mind I feel like she is out living it up and Im stuck here dealing with this and it hurts so bad. I dont have a plan really, I have my brother and one good friend to rely on with this. They have both been very understanding and helpful in listening to me through this so far. I will try to keep myself busy at work and hopefully figure a sleep solution so that I dont have to sit and wonder what shes doing. I pray for the strength to make it through this.

What am I supposed to do about the Church thing now that I have done this?