Ok so I havnt managed ti mess anything up, I had a meeting near her work place and tokk the train with her in the morning and when I finished she asked me to call her on my way back so she could come out for a lil while.. we both just chilled with eachother for around 45 minutes just chatting and enjoying the sun.. I then left and shes been looking at cars we can get that we can share. So hopefully things are going ok.. its way too early still. Shes looking to give me a decision in a month and all she says is if we dont have a divorce its because she doesnt want to hurt me and doesnt know if its a mistake. But she wants to divorce because she feels she would be happier without me. She says she doesnt know how long my changes are going to last.
At the moment she fully believes shes 100% confused and doesnt want to be in this anymore.
She says shes numb and doesnt have any feelings left at all for anything.. thats why she wishes I could move out for a little bit hoping her feelings come back and she can make a informed decision based on her mind and emotions as her minds confused and she has no direction.
Im carrying on doing my thing and detaching but also being friendly.. maybe a bit too much though.
