H randomly showed up to S6 basketball practice. I have him a heads up I would be home early to take him so he didn't feel like I was ambushing him at my house since he doesn't like to be there when I am. So I felt it was better to let him know I was coming so he could choose to be there or not. So he didn't come over but showed up at practice for the last 30 minutes. Said hello. He went and sat separate with a friend he ran into. When we left he just said bye I said bye and that was it. No other interaction. It was really sad for me. Sad that we were just doing things as a family like this holding hands and going to dinner after. Now it's silence and he still can't even make eye contact with me. Ugh.

Let it go! Let it go!! I could recite that song from working in a children's hospital and hearing it all day. Think it's a sign much?


M 31 H 34
S 6 S 9
BD 2/14 Piecing 8/14