"I wish db was an ebook as I would have read it 100 times over now."

Stop making excuses. Just read it.

"And believe me when I say everything changed when she found that book."

It shouldn't matter. As long as you keep the positive changes going, she's going to realize that it's not just lip service on your part.

"Also on right now in bed my mrs kept touching me and tried tickling me.. we play fighted and laughed a lot."

Make note of the positive times because they will change back to negatives quickly. Don't get too wrapped up in them because you will just get more confused when she does change her attitude.

"Also why did my old topic get locked is it because you guys given up on me because I failed? I saw a lot of different posters.. its usually yourself, barrybran, 25 and thelaw that helps me."

It's because your thread reached over 100 posts. Once that happens, the thread will automatically close and you must start a new one.


M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER