"The garbage with the XW made it worse I think. It can't all be blamed on her though because like I said, I've always had an issue with it. "
You are right. Your XW didn't do it. You do it to yourself. You can just as easily choose to not be affected.
"Well, it isn't much but S28 and I hung out by the pool last night here at the apartment. We had a couple of beers and had some good talk."
What do you mean it's not much? This is great! Keep the positives in mind and keep posting them. Get to the point where you you don't mention the W at all unless you really need to.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
