He's the confused one...

[BRNR]

I've suspected substance abuse, my oldest has suspected it, and other various people who have encountered him have suspected it. No proof that he is though.

I'm really focused on how to survive now. I have a medically challenged child who really needed the health insurance...Healthcare is hard to get now, no matter which way you slice it. Financially will be rough for me in about three months. I suspect that my house will go into foreclosure.

I know this will sound wrong, but the only solace I have is knowing that he is going down with this sinking ship too. No matter how "happy" he makes me believe he is. If it is drugs I suspect he will be in lots more trouble than he already is, and that will pave the way for him to be eradicated out of my life. Drugs spell trouble, and I want no parts.