"how can I make myself detach to a point I dont care what happens?"
BY READING THE BOOKS!
Seriously, you want to be spoon fed the answers without understanding why. Everyone has done the work. You need to do the same.
The books says GAL and I went to see 3 of my friends that I havnt seen for awhile and went to eat.. but all I could do was think about her and the situation.
My friends dont know whats happening apart from a selected few and the ones I saw yesterday dont know.. but boy did they see it in my face or what.
One of them asked hows everything and hows married life and I had to lie and it killed.. killed so bad mrbond.. I felt like breaking down and crying.
