Continuing my DB'ing journey...

[woundedfool]

It impacts me by affecting my overall hopefulness. That is due to the fact that I am not detached enough...

That's exactly it, keep detaching.

Your homework for tonight: I am on my phone, so I can't post a link, but google livestong (the old lance Armstrong organization) and detachment.... they had a really good read on detachment.

His reactions or lack of reactions still affect me. He does not know this but behind closed doors it really upsets me and I still cry about it.

Yep..... took me at least 6 months to be able to go a full day without crying.

Iknow that it's not a competition but I cannot compete when he and this teenager paste their flirtation all over social media and are secretly hanging out and spending every minute together. He spends his weekends with her and her family that he is living with on their boat.

Right, not a competition.... once they need the boat, he's back to the couch. Hopefully he can aspire to a studio apt in the next few years. Maybe she can snapchat, or tweet she got to hang out with him during lunch at summer school.

He said thank you to the schedule text last night and I just said you're welcome and we haven't talked since.

Excellent, don't expect to. When the next text/question/whatever comes up.... answer in a reasonable amount of time & be nice.