I hope you reconcile with your h if that's what you truly want. However, think about this. Your h has much work to do on himself. It will take a great deal of time and it remains to be seen whether or not he does that.
Keep focusing on K-Girl. Hope you are enjoying the new place!
3 kids BD 12/15/13 (IDKIILY. ) Rope dropped Cirque du Soleil style D final 9-9-14 "Some people are born on 3rd base and go through life thinking they hit a triple." Barry Switzer