It impacts me by affecting my overall hopefulness. That is due to the fact that I am not detached enough... His reactions or lack of reactions still affect me. He does not know this but behind closed doors it really upsets me and I still cry about it. I know that it's not a competition but I cannot compete when he and this teenager paste their flirtation all over social media and are secretly hanging out and spending every minute together. He spends his weekends with her and her family that he is living with on their boat.
My DB coach was kind of wishy washy on advice and I feel like I learn more here.
He said thank you to the schedule text last night and I just said you're welcome and we haven't talked since.
