Hi G-belle ~ this time I believe him, as he suggested "exclusive dating/fun" and seeing where it goes... ultimately to end back in committed relationship.
BACKING OFF.... will watch for ACTION
Starsky ~ I know.. I know its not enough (long term)... but it is what I was asking for in a "start" position. I know my actions do not match what I want...AT ALL. I know that I am eager for a smidgen of what I had before....I am hoping that I can be patient (new MM) and it can grow on its own without my steering (new MM). I feel that "IF" I can do that... then maybe, just maybe... I will SEE/KNOW what he really wants without my direction/my way. <<<< This will satisfy me... KNOWING! Once I really know what he wants (commitment, but afraid to pull the trigger)... maybe he will then act on it, because its what HE decides, and not from my steering.
So... agreeing to it, but from a skeptical seat.
Fingers crossed. DUCT TAPE on. EYES wide open!
ACTION ACTION ACTION !!
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Today, is my DD Graduation... we will be going together, along with my Dad (only 3 seats, mom is sick).... Sure hope my dad doesn't say anything stupid or regrettable.
M:46 H:49 T:20yrs myD:22 H distant summer/12 H sleeping in b'ment: Nov/12 BD: Dec 2/12 asked me begin to move end of Jan/13 moved Jan 7/13 (left my stuff) "agreed" to "working on r" Mar 3/13(lipservice!)
