Grr... Whiplash. Communicating about kids this morning makes me feel hostile and ok to be separated. Later today I'll probably miss him. Then I'll wonder if I miss *him* or the fantasy of the relationship I want to have with him. The fantasy that probably won't happen. Then something will happen with the kids and I'll wonder how I could have had children with this guy.
I wish life and feelings were simpler and clearer.
Me42, H40 D12, S8, S7 A revealed: 7/13 Sep 4/14; Agreed to D 1/15
