Thanks LB for your response. Geez, it is rather obvious -and how sad is it that the guy can cause me to go through such questioning over a missed PHONE CALL!!!

I feel like I am in the Bermuda Triangle of relationships. On the one hand, I just want him to go away and not contact me anymore. It's all too painful. On the other is that ever so small sliver of hope that he will come back and say this has all been a huge mistake - that he is willing to try. At least give us that chance. But then after what I have witnessed so far, I kind of think he's just not mature enough to handle it.

No matter how you look at it, it really does boil down to taking care of yourself and making your life the best it can be.

Me 59 H47
M12 T22
No kids
BD&S Apr 2,2013 - ILYBINILWY
Filed 2/12/14
OW 11/13
The Universe always strikes you at your weakest point because that’s what most needs strengthening." – Joseph Campbell