So my H moves into his new place on Thursday. He asked the boys to help him move in. I was crushed, I mean he is asking his kids to help him leave their mother?!
I said nothing... I know the kids want to help and be a part of his life. I don't need to bad mouth, they will figure it out on their own.
I am still trying to GAL. Started an excerise program and support group.
Every night I end up crying myself to sleep. It's so awful.
I am hoping once all his stuff is out of here. I will be able to focus a bit more. I do love him, but I can't be around him knowing he doesn't feel the same way.
I feel like I need to be stronger person first.
I keep trying to read into things, and I can't do that.

Last edited by BonitaL; 06/10/14 01:55 AM.

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