Hi I'm new, I hope I won't be a burden on you guys

[Barrybran]

I remember the first time I saw shisha. I was on a university campus and being an RA, I freaked out thinking they were up to no good. Gotta love cultural education

I feel that you need to find some other things to do for yourself. "Used to" is different from the now and your current GAL activities all exist within your home. Take us back to when you first started dating your wife. What was your life like? How much were you working? What did you do outside of work? What activities did you do with your wife while you were courting? Did you have any hobbies or interests then? Did you have an active social life (not going out getting drunk but getting together with friends, whatever the activity)?