What to do

[Ben2010]

So I went to church last night. Had a new shirt and pants that I bought so that I could walk in there with some confidence. I arrived early so that I could sit in the back and let her choose to sit with me if she wanted. She arrived late and did come sit with me. She didnt say anything the whole time other than "Hi". It was the best hour of my entire week. I was just happy to be around her. Im finding it very hard to detach. Coincidentally, the sermon was about reaping what you sow...When church was over we walked outside and talked for a few minutes about her weekend. I told her that she looked good and like she lost weight. She told me that she didnt lose weight, maybe she gained some. She told me that she liked my new shirt. She seemed to be in a hurry to leave and said she was going to pick up her niece. Told me she would call me that night or tomorrow. Did not get a call from her. When I got home I may have made a mistake. She texted me on her way home and asked me if she hit a curb while driving, that is a joke between us that I always tell her she hit the curb, she says she didnt. I texted her back "lol shut up". When I got home I decided that since she was in a joking mood that I would text her. I said "Im sorry but you looked very sexy". I immediately regretted it. I got no response from her and sat and thought about what a dummy I was all night. I broke down into tears, which I dont really cry. Thats when the pain of the whole thing sets in. I hope that Im just overthinking this.