So last night S6 woke up crying out of nowhere. I asked him what was wrong and he said I want my family back together. I think he was also over tired. Since all of this happened H has never talked with the boys or explained anything that was going on. I also mentioned that H friend noticed changes in S6 and pointed it out to H but he did not see it. S6 has never brought anything up with H as I have mentioned before he is afraid H will get mad at him
So I asked him last night if he wanted to call daddy. He said he wanted to text him. I gave him my phone and went and laid down with S3 (who was still asleep)
His text messages broke my heart. He said I want you to come home I am begging you please. H just said it was late and he and him would talk about it alone. S proceeded to say that he didn't even show up for his 1st grade graduation celebration and that H makes him sad and H doesn't care about him. H just kept saying we will talk about it later and that it was late and he had a long weekend and needed to get rest.
I'm not sure if I made the right decision. But I felt after 3 months H should know the hurt has not gone away for S. The only time he has heard him cry was when S begged him to come on the cruise we had planned at the beg of March for his birthday. since then S does not cry to him after that because he said daddy will just get mad
