GG, you laid out all my thoughts and feelings at this point precisely!

Also, good reminders that realistically it take time for them to be ready to come back. It's tough, I'm definitely way too inpatient!

One thing that is helping me tonight is I keep reminding myself that since having the kids (and working FT) things have gotten so hectic. I've always wanted some time to myself to get some things done around the house. Now I finally have it so why the heck am I whining and NOT taking advantage of it???!!!

M: 42
H: 43
M: 8 years
S7 and D4
H has D19 and S25 from previous M
Bomb: 3/6/14 OW discovered, EA & PA
1st separation, 10 days, decided to reconcile & moved back in. Fail
2nd separation: 5/1/14