I'm sorry that you are hurting. Trust me. This 18 yr old girl with big boobs can't hold a candle to you. She's skinny. So what? She probably has Justin Bieber posters on her walls and "Class of 2014" on the back of her car. No. No. No.
She is not a reflection of you. She is a reflection of where your h is. And it doesn't sound like a place where a mature person with kids would really and truly want to be. You obviously work hard and are a dedicated mother. You seem intelligent and I'm sure you are a lovely lady. Don't compare yourself to a 18 yr old. Why? There is truly no comparison.
3 kids BD 12/15/13 (IDKIILY. ) Rope dropped Cirque du Soleil style D final 9-9-14 "Some people are born on 3rd base and go through life thinking they hit a triple." Barry Switzer