Does it matter what they think, even if they think of it at all? I know, I went through that, "What will the neighbors think?" and became much stronger when I realized it was none of their business what was going on in my private life and, what they thought of me was none of my business.
I found that my life wasn't as interesting to others and my mind would have me believe.
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss