Today just hurts. Emotionally. It's one of those days I wish I could just sleep all day and make the pain go away.

H is spending the day with his family for his brothers birthday (he has the twins too) and this would normally be something I would enjoy.

Also it's just hitting HARD today that H doesn't love me. That's killing me right now.

I know detach, detach........ but it's hard to stop loving someone

Last edited by twinmom; 06/08/14 03:29 PM.
Me: 35 husband:39
Sons 16 and 11 from my first marriage
Twins 5 (boy/girl)
Daughter 3
Affair bomb 2/27/14
He moved in with ow 3/13/14
OW kicked him out 6/15/14
4/2016 he seeks help for sexual addiction