What to do

[Ben2010]

She called me, but if youre talking about the preacher, then he also called me. I did not answer his call and he left me a voicemail wondering why he hadnt seen me last sunday. I just asked the W what should i do when he asks me why im not there. Thats when she told me that I didnt need to go elsewhere. I dont buy into the preacher telling everyone what he knows. I think she just used that as a coverup for her not wanting to talk to him because he takes my side. She has known him for a few more years than me. I like him because he was part of our pre-M C. He was great but I did feel like he maybe took my side often.

I will not tell him what is going on. I dont want to put any pressure on the W. I will just say that I had some issues last sunday.

I think you misunderstood what i was saying. We go to the same church, but I usually dont go to the morning service, which she has always wanted me to. We go to a different church if something comes up and we need to be somewhere because they have different service times.

I will not go to church for brownie points but I would like to start going to morning service. I have read a lot and see that it might help to put this in God's hands. I need him more than ever right now. My idea for going to morning service in order to not look fake i think will just need to be something that i do consistently.

Thanks for the response Sandi. I would be lost without you all.