What to do

[Ben2010]

Ok so she and I got on the discussion of going to church because I told her that the preacher called and left me a voicemail. This is the same one that she did not want me discussing our problems with because he will tell everyone and she thinks that he takes my side. I told her that eventually hes gonna ask why im not there. She told me that the separation did not mean that I couldnt come to church. I told her that I would probably go to another church that we sometimes go to. She asked why. I told her that I was trying to give her the space she wanted. She again said that i didnt need to do that. I told her i will probably just go to the other church again. She said "ok" very frustrated like.

Here is my question on this. Should I go to church in the morning (which I never do and she wanted me to) as a possible 180? Or should I not because it would seem like pursuing/desperation? She will probably assume that Im lying if it comes up and i tell her that I went to the other church because of my past record. i really am trying to become a better Christian for me, but at the same time, I havent seen her in a week and a half. I had planned on not sitting by her and arriving early so that I didnt have to sit with her family. I dont want to make it awkward for her. After service I would leave and not go to the bible study as we are in the same class and i would have to sit 3 inches from her. Any help is much appreciated.