Kept me in what?

After a while, I was just living and enjoying my life. I didn't feel there was an in or an out, if that makes sense.

I knew I wasn't ready for another R, in fact it really didn't seem appealing so there was no rush to D and go through that hassle.

I'm sure I would have eventually gotten to that place but I wasn't there, I wasn't done.

The question is, are you done? What your H does or doesn't do really has little bearing on that.

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss