Maybe the best thing I can do is help her renovate and fix up the place. She said I abandoned her, years ago, so maybe I can be there a bit now. She is doing all the heavy lifting with painting, as she doesn't trust my handiwork, but I can scrape and prep.
I offered to help her scrub the deck today, but she did not answer. She later said I could dig up the lovage plant, which I did, and will be taking stuff to the dump tomorrow. Perhaps the best way through this is quickly, pushed by both of us.
I do feel like there is no hope after all this time and consistent behavior and statements from her, but am not sure if that suggests anything in terms of what I should do.
There is a building wall to be scraped, calling me. Luke
M58, xW54 S22, D18 M 1984, D 2016 Living a new life.
